love only exists in fairytales.

She haunts me. 'til my bitter end. She haunts me.
i swear i heard your voice, overwhelmed by conversation.
i swear i heard your voice but im hearing ghosts
Tonight, the bars turn out there lights.
& i drink away the day as it decays.

these were his last words.
words of his old life.
he revives.
but he'll never be the same again.
never.

do you think he saw the light when he died?
nope.
but they lighted him grining.

this torture is his deep and pure repentance for his wrong fucking thoughts and dids
damned to be restless for the rest of eternity
diamonds aren't forever
in hell you notice that
cause time stands still.

i really gave it a try i thought it'll all be great and ever lasting
but i realized it's just n o t existing.

not for me.

the only person who matters in life...

is you.


you're alone.

there is no one

you'll get that if you live long enough

trust me.

everyone will.


you'll sit there in your own little livingroom

imagine a better life.

no matter what you did in your life til then.


you'll stop loving.

it's a feeling you cant describe anymore.

cause you don't feel it anymore

it's not the same as it was when you started this relationship... doesnt it ?

yea...


what you gonna do ?

''Tonight, the bars turn out there lights.
& i drink away the day as it decays.''